Funny how it does not take long for me to get settled into the old pattern, to just sit and think and brood. In a sense,to wonder and plan and fret.Harder still, when you know all the theories as to what you should do and what you should not but fail to dictate terms the way you wish.
Is life then just about fretting away your time and energy or is it better to let things run its course and you follow your hearts sentiments rather than planning for a safe course, thinking of an outcome and then working towards it?
As stated in today;s history class, the only thing permanent is change and the values of individuals change over time. If not me, then certainly the values of other people change. It is but natural, I guess to have your own interests as paramount, especially when change becomes the only thing that you can trust. I guess, it is time to look for my values and change my pattern and hope things turn out to be definitely better.
Friday, July 17, 2009
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Random Thoughts..
A long time since I last wrote...
And how things have changed and how things have remained the same since then.
The holidays were much more fun this time around. Apart from my trip to Dhaka, I also got hold of a bike this time around in kathmandu. Perhaps, that was what made my holiday a bit more exciting.
Leaving aside the holiday stuff, I surely felt a sort of relief coming to law school. Sure, the relief has turned into monotony and boredom by now, but still there is a difference in this monotony. Perhaps, it is the feeling of knowing this place finally or it is an attachment that breeds with time and familiarity. I don't know, but this place no longer feels alien.
That apart, the mess is quite close by and so is the "football field". Comforts, that eluded me in the first year.Hope to make better use of both.
And how things have changed and how things have remained the same since then.
The holidays were much more fun this time around. Apart from my trip to Dhaka, I also got hold of a bike this time around in kathmandu. Perhaps, that was what made my holiday a bit more exciting.
Leaving aside the holiday stuff, I surely felt a sort of relief coming to law school. Sure, the relief has turned into monotony and boredom by now, but still there is a difference in this monotony. Perhaps, it is the feeling of knowing this place finally or it is an attachment that breeds with time and familiarity. I don't know, but this place no longer feels alien.
That apart, the mess is quite close by and so is the "football field". Comforts, that eluded me in the first year.Hope to make better use of both.
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