Random Musing

“Wake me up when September ends”
Looks like GreenDay wrote these lyrics for me, well not a single post since the fall of September and October is already halfway through. In my defence, I was busy, a standard term applied to life at law school. No matter what the time, you are always busy, exams, projects, vivas, one competition or the other and if nothing some happenings in the acad. And the time I was not busy, I was sleepy and bored.
Well, for once there has not been much to write about. Painful pangs, which usually make me loquacious about life, clouds, shadows, night, stars etc have mercifully been few. True, there have been so many newer happenings but none has made me neither confused enough nor clear enough to really write anything. And more importantly, there has been a replacement of the instant with the understanding that some things are perhaps better unexplained. To stop looking for answers has not been easy, but there has been a subtle prioritisation taking place, almost as if by itself.
This has given me time but unfortunately a lot of that has been spent procrastinating and some of it thankfully listening to good music. As usual the internet is to blame for the procrastination, not me:). Thankfully, this trimester is coming to a close, although now it feels almost like a semester. Studies apart, the trimester has been one to remember with vacations in between, my first dashain outside home, and doing reasonably well in other activities.
And to add that a lot of classes have provided for the sleep mode this trimester, thus allowing me to supplement the meagre sleep I get before coming to class. I do not know whether it is a good thing or not. Felt good while sleeping, though a bit guilty but as usual the coming of exams have brought a self resolution banning myself from such activities next trimester for my own good. No idea if that will be followed though...
Hopefully will post more once the exams are dealt with and peace returns. Hopefully, a short story that I have written; well almost, still struggling with the ending. Or perhaps, some strange sense of disaster will make me philosophical again:)